You know I have tried

by CALL TRACY

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released November 6, 2013

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Track Name: Effort
You know I had tried and the only thing you said was just "Get out of my way"
Despite my efforts you left, I stay here alone again
And you are so proud of trustworthy friends but you can't see them how they just pretend
I'm sorry for you because there's no one who knows you better

NO!
There's no one who knows you better
NO!
What I say, it doesn't matter
NO!
There's no one who knows you better
NO!
Still think we belong together

I feel like a slave that has been sold, a wretched dog that starves and moans
And you're so cold, I am just not, the problem is you are still hot
And you are so proud of being upset, you can't see the fact I hate you for that
I'm sorry for you because there's no one who knows you better
Track Name: Burden
I racked myself with no-ending care about her
Even when I figured out she didn't care at all
I hoped that she was here for me as she had said
A broken heart and dirty clothes, that's all I have

All the things she has always had and what she'll want
Practically will not change
But her point of view is not the same
And that just burns me like a flame

She had met new friends, she had found herself
The way she acts is not right, how could she forget?
I hoped that she was here for me as she had said
Lies and broken promises, that's all she left
It was her choice, now she sleeps alone
I've heard her voice, It was just anger she has shown
Track Name: Later
Words that you told me were much more than I could ever take
Please stop crossing my way now before it's too late
I ensure you that these chains will not hold anymore
You should confess you're the one who broke them all


Well I still have no clue what's coming
I don't want to know (maybe I will find out later)
I'm still here but not for too long
I don't want to stay

Come back when you’ll have a word to say
You should not deny the truth, this is not the real you
It's not fine again, we can’t be friends, you treat me like a dog I ain't
To break me down is easy and I see that you had fun
Now it’s over, now we're done
Cause I have changed the way I think about you and the things
I have thrown away thanks to your abuse
Track Name: Guest List
I have failed and disappointed, will I ever find the rest I want?
And I'll stay torn until I get through all of this shit
WHAT CAN I DO?
I'm done with pretending that I don't care
HOW TO GET THROUGH?
And I still think that life is just not fair
WHAT ABOUT YOU?
Cause I wanna be on your guest list
THAT’S NOTHING NEW
I wanna be someone who will be missed

There's nothing left for me, just dust and thoughts are now my friends
I can't rest or sleep, I cannot dream, It has no end
I gave up all I received from you
I gave up everything but the chance for the truth
What I am doing now won't change what I've done in the past
And maybe it's the reason why I cannot find my rest
I gave up all I received from you
I gave up everything but the chance for the truth


The days are getting colder, The weeks are getting long
For anger I don't need a reason and anyone can fucking judge
I don't need your regrets or your "sorry"
Cause I hate your fake smiles and made-up stories
Track Name: New Morning
You sure your flesh belongs to you?
The truth will make you dizzy
You won't apologize
You're lost in your own eyes

Think once more about things you say
Think again and find another way
Think once more and prove that you're not as bad as you act now.

You didn't see the lack of knowing
It's what made you the way you are
Now in your lies you're drowning, wake up
Darling, it's morning, it's morning

A new beginning is not too far